i am feeling down down down. prob due to exams. but another reason is cos im hearing wonderful stories and expriences from the girls. i am THAT close to pulling all my hair out and killing myself.

anyway, my mood is that i am alr in the hols. screw the exams. i wanna haf a REAL break, with lotsa leisure rugby and of cos, hardcore fitness with oli chee and hueva wanna join us.
no money to travel during the hols, so prob jus make do with hanging out alot or gg for suppers. and im still in the midst of deciding wad mp3 player to buy.

rite now, my mind is jus filled with the images of the girls havin fun in china, and the adrenaline they felt during the games. nothing is helping me rid the feeling - books, tv, games - tried all. oh well, guess tt's y ive been slping so much.