decided its time to see a doc regarding my shins and shoulder. continously putting it off due to upcoming and ongoing competitions are takin a toll on them, esp my shins. they hurt even when i stand still or sit down.

Thoughts: i want hawks to do better in our games. i believe we can do it. we have speedsters, we have smart players. so wad's stoppin us? i haf no idea. maybe lack of experience in touch? maybe the constant mental blockage some of us haf? i admit i lose it at times on the field, mostly out of frustration. but its all out of eagerness to do sth constructive on the field. sigh. i jus hope i haf the abilities to guide the team along. i duno y, but the lack of confidence thingy is starting to surface in me agn - due to my inabliity to lead the team to higher lvls? due to my own lacklustre performances in games? i duno.

steve irwin is dead. RIP.