3 days of senior camp and i'm already tired to the max. and to think tt we didn even do much! i cant bear to think of the actual FOC tt lasts 7 days. SHIT.
When i first went back to hall, had fun tokin crap with ppl, havin fun here and there...and was actually reconsidering my action of movin outta hall. BUT by the end of the 3 days, i was more sure than eva tt my decision was right. i've been outta hall for sooo long, i dun belong anywhere. ppl duno me and i duno dem. cliques were rife, and i feel tt the undercurrent is soo strong i cant bear to stay longer. wad the heck. once FOC is over im gone. forever. i duno whether to be elated or not. but i guess no one will care anyway.
i've sorta lost heart in hall ppl. everyone seems to be hiding sth from everyone else. even the ppl hu seem to be ur true frens stab u in the back. i duno wad's wad anymore.