i think im gonna suffer from depression...one nite in hall alone and i feel dis desperate horrid pang of loneliness and sadness. duno wad's wrong with me.

and i haf a bad yr ahead of me with tech stuff. my new hp is spoilt. thx to the heavy rain during summer touch. stupid turfcity! cant dey build a shelter or sth?!?! and my lappie was working fine a while ago, and now as i re-on it, it is totally bonkers. no sound, display format become like those kind of Win95 era, omg. jus kill me. i feel so super duper guilty abt my fone and now dis has to happen to me. great.

dis term break sux. y isit tt ppl can stay at home for the entire wk while i hafta stay in hall for more than half the wk?!?! and i need to break away for awhile. dis is totally sucking away my life. feel myself suffocating so. the work seems never-ending, and more jus seems to come. i wanna get a break.

today i had a moment of fun with Wang Cai, our hall cat. it came into my room with me in the dark, until my fren yelped. haha. sooo cute. here it is nua-ing on "felicia" (my rug).